1 00:00:02,000 --> 00:00:07,000 Downloaded from YTS.MX 2 00:00:08,000 --> 00:00:13,000 Official YIFY movies site: YTS.MX 3 00:00:39,039 --> 00:00:40,873 As far as I can remember, 4 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:42,674 I've hated Christmas. 5 00:00:48,281 --> 00:00:50,783 What does it say, Christian? 6 00:00:51,684 --> 00:00:52,885 Gimme my car! 7 00:00:53,053 --> 00:00:55,220 Christmas 1960 8 00:00:56,723 --> 00:00:58,023 It should work. 9 00:00:58,191 --> 00:01:00,225 Stop picking your nose. 10 00:01:00,393 --> 00:01:01,827 lt's working! 11 00:01:03,329 --> 00:01:05,097 There we go. 12 00:01:05,265 --> 00:01:07,332 Mine's not moving. 13 00:01:08,835 --> 00:01:10,335 Gervais! 14 00:01:12,238 --> 00:01:13,505 Han? 15 00:02:17,270 --> 00:02:19,404 How are you feeling? 16 00:02:21,074 --> 00:02:23,509 He's so cute! Look, kids. 17 00:02:23,676 --> 00:02:25,744 It's your little brother! 18 00:02:27,113 --> 00:02:28,747 - Baby Jesus! - Let me hold him. 19 00:02:28,915 --> 00:02:30,482 Here you go. 20 00:02:31,084 --> 00:02:32,417 He's beautiful. 21 00:02:33,753 --> 00:02:35,187 Let me see! 22 00:02:44,597 --> 00:02:47,232 Christmas 1966 23 00:02:47,433 --> 00:02:50,202 Not only would my birthday always go unnoticed, 24 00:02:50,370 --> 00:02:52,905 but it had to start with midnight mass. 25 00:03:15,461 --> 00:03:18,564 Midnight mass is too long! 26 00:03:18,731 --> 00:03:22,568 Go home and open your presents! 27 00:03:47,260 --> 00:03:49,461 On the contrary, you're lucky to share his birthday. 28 00:03:49,629 --> 00:03:51,463 That doesn't happen to just anyone. 29 00:03:51,631 --> 00:03:53,465 It's special. 30 00:03:53,633 --> 00:03:56,535 Hence the birthmark on your scalp. Hmm? 31 00:03:56,703 --> 00:03:59,738 It's a sign of being gifted, you know. 32 00:04:08,181 --> 00:04:09,715 At least, after mass, 33 00:04:09,882 --> 00:04:12,451 there was the Christmas Eve party at Grandma's. 34 00:04:18,224 --> 00:04:20,192 Hello, my beautiful Zac. 35 00:04:21,194 --> 00:04:24,096 The only advantage to having one's birthday on Christmas 36 00:04:24,264 --> 00:04:26,898 was getting a bigger present than everyone else. 37 00:04:37,543 --> 00:04:39,645 He likes it, huh? 38 00:04:39,812 --> 00:04:44,750 But I especiaIly hated Christmas because I never got what I wanted. 39 00:04:45,785 --> 00:04:46,952 Dammit. 40 00:04:48,054 --> 00:04:49,655 lt's what he wanted. 41 00:04:49,822 --> 00:04:51,890 So? It's not up to him. 42 00:04:52,058 --> 00:04:54,559 You want to turn him into a fairy? 43 00:04:54,727 --> 00:04:57,562 - Stop it. He's only five! - He's almost six and looks seven. 44 00:04:57,730 --> 00:04:59,898 - Oh, come on! - Never mind "come on." 45 00:05:00,066 --> 00:05:02,501 Now return it. Go on. 46 00:05:14,681 --> 00:05:17,182 It would make you a laughingstock, son. 47 00:05:18,284 --> 00:05:20,185 Daddy doesn't want that. 48 00:05:29,595 --> 00:05:31,663 Daddy isn't trying to upset you. 49 00:05:31,831 --> 00:05:33,498 He loves you far too much. 50 00:05:33,666 --> 00:05:36,001 Hence the hockey game. 51 00:05:36,169 --> 00:05:38,670 So he can play with you. 52 00:05:38,838 --> 00:05:40,839 Go to sIeep. 53 00:05:41,007 --> 00:05:42,808 Mommy wilI have a nice surprise 54 00:05:42,975 --> 00:05:44,376 for you soon. 55 00:05:44,544 --> 00:05:47,045 - For my birthday? - No, after. You'll see. 56 00:05:47,213 --> 00:05:48,714 Go to sIeep. 57 00:05:55,221 --> 00:05:56,788 What's a fairy? 58 00:06:02,161 --> 00:06:03,495 Nothing. 59 00:06:03,663 --> 00:06:05,330 Hogwash. 60 00:06:05,498 --> 00:06:06,998 Go to sIeep. 61 00:06:09,168 --> 00:06:10,769 ldiot. 62 00:06:15,842 --> 00:06:17,542 I knew very well what a fairy was. 63 00:06:19,011 --> 00:06:20,612 I especialIy knew... 64 00:06:21,347 --> 00:06:22,848 I didn't want to be one. 65 00:06:34,227 --> 00:06:36,194 Want to play, Zac? 66 00:06:36,829 --> 00:06:37,829 No. 67 00:06:48,207 --> 00:06:49,741 Unlike my friends' fathers, 68 00:06:49,909 --> 00:06:52,344 all of whom were ordinary and uninteresting, 69 00:06:52,512 --> 00:06:55,247 mine was the best in the world. 70 00:06:55,415 --> 00:06:57,516 He has Patsy Cline's, Buddy Rich's 71 00:06:57,683 --> 00:06:59,050 and Aznavour's entire collections. 72 00:06:59,218 --> 00:07:01,720 He fired a machine gun in the army. 73 00:07:53,906 --> 00:07:57,642 Our secret side trips to Norm The King Of Fries 74 00:07:57,810 --> 00:07:59,611 made me deliriously happy. 75 00:07:59,779 --> 00:08:02,714 For a few precious moments, I was his favourite. 76 00:08:02,882 --> 00:08:04,716 Take me 77 00:08:04,884 --> 00:08:06,718 To the ends of the earth 78 00:08:06,886 --> 00:08:08,253 Take me 79 00:08:08,421 --> 00:08:10,722 To Wonderland 80 00:08:10,890 --> 00:08:12,224 It seems to me 81 00:08:12,391 --> 00:08:14,559 That misery 82 00:08:14,727 --> 00:08:17,095 Would be borne more easily under the sun 83 00:08:26,906 --> 00:08:27,906 Hi! 84 00:08:28,074 --> 00:08:29,407 Hello. 85 00:08:29,575 --> 00:08:31,576 - You didn't bring any back? - What? 86 00:08:31,744 --> 00:08:32,978 Fries, you moron. 87 00:08:33,212 --> 00:08:34,880 You can smell it a miIe away. 88 00:08:35,047 --> 00:08:37,516 We didn't have any fries. 89 00:08:38,684 --> 00:08:40,018 Did we? 90 00:08:43,155 --> 00:08:45,190 My three brothers were morons. 91 00:08:45,358 --> 00:08:47,559 Starting with Christian, 92 00:08:47,727 --> 00:08:48,894 the egghead, 93 00:08:49,061 --> 00:08:50,395 who read constantly - 94 00:08:50,563 --> 00:08:53,231 anything, anytime, anywhere; 95 00:08:54,634 --> 00:08:57,502 Antoine, the sports nut, a walking stinkbomb; 96 00:09:00,439 --> 00:09:02,974 - What're you looking at? - And Raymond, 97 00:09:03,142 --> 00:09:04,543 my sworn enemy. 98 00:09:05,778 --> 00:09:06,878 Get lost, you pisser. 99 00:09:07,046 --> 00:09:10,181 Dad, Raymond called me a pussy! 100 00:09:10,349 --> 00:09:12,284 Not a pussy, a pisser. 101 00:09:14,020 --> 00:09:15,520 Kitchen. 102 00:09:19,458 --> 00:09:20,859 I could understand him 103 00:09:21,027 --> 00:09:22,727 being proud of Christian, or Antoine. 104 00:09:22,895 --> 00:09:24,596 But Raymond? 105 00:09:32,538 --> 00:09:34,706 Aren't you going to introduce us? 106 00:09:34,874 --> 00:09:37,042 My dad. 107 00:09:38,644 --> 00:09:41,513 - You're going out, Raymond? - The little bastard's a Casanova. 108 00:09:41,681 --> 00:09:44,215 But he asked for more ironed toast! 109 00:09:47,887 --> 00:09:49,554 Hi, pretty baby. 110 00:09:49,722 --> 00:09:52,324 After nine months of prayer... 111 00:09:53,726 --> 00:09:56,194 and superhuman feats... 112 00:09:57,530 --> 00:09:59,464 the good Lord would finally give me... 113 00:09:59,632 --> 00:10:00,665 Another boy? 114 00:10:00,833 --> 00:10:03,134 What kind of lead you got in your pencil, Beaulieu? 115 00:10:03,302 --> 00:10:06,204 What can I say? I have a surplus of male hormones. 116 00:10:06,372 --> 00:10:07,872 - A surplus of hormones! - That's irrelevant. 117 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:09,874 He has to change positions 118 00:10:10,042 --> 00:10:11,376 once in a while. 119 00:10:11,544 --> 00:10:13,645 Yeah, weIl, I've tried that. 120 00:10:13,813 --> 00:10:16,948 What can l say? Five boys - you take what you can get. 121 00:10:23,656 --> 00:10:25,190 Come on, Zac. 122 00:10:42,475 --> 00:10:44,643 You Iike my surprise? 123 00:11:17,109 --> 00:11:19,511 Christmas 1967 124 00:11:40,132 --> 00:11:43,468 Take me 125 00:11:43,636 --> 00:11:45,236 To the ends of the earth 126 00:11:45,404 --> 00:11:46,805 Take me 127 00:11:46,972 --> 00:11:48,473 To Wonderland 128 00:11:48,641 --> 00:11:52,343 It seems to me that misery 129 00:11:52,511 --> 00:11:54,813 Would be borne more easily under the sun 130 00:11:54,980 --> 00:11:57,015 Drop by sometime. 131 00:12:06,459 --> 00:12:08,293 See? Look. Again. 132 00:12:08,461 --> 00:12:10,795 Zac has a gift. I'm sure of it. 133 00:12:10,963 --> 00:12:13,531 His coIic stops whenever Zac holds him. 134 00:12:14,467 --> 00:12:17,302 l'll go see Mrs. What's-her-name, the Tupperware lady. 135 00:12:17,470 --> 00:12:18,970 She, too, has a gift. 136 00:12:19,138 --> 00:12:22,140 She can staunch bleeding, heal burns and everything. 137 00:12:22,308 --> 00:12:24,309 She'Il tell us if he's gifted. 138 00:12:24,477 --> 00:12:26,978 No. You've seen how he plays the drums. 139 00:12:27,146 --> 00:12:29,147 A regular little Buddy Rich. 140 00:12:29,315 --> 00:12:33,485 Music runs in his blood, I'm telling you. That's his gift. 141 00:12:33,652 --> 00:12:36,121 He gets that from his old man. 142 00:13:23,636 --> 00:13:26,171 Hi, pretty baby. 143 00:13:26,338 --> 00:13:29,274 Mommy's littIe darling. 144 00:13:35,314 --> 00:13:39,050 I can still remember the snow slowly melting on his face. 145 00:13:40,319 --> 00:13:43,221 I had just turned seven and, unwittingly, 146 00:13:43,489 --> 00:13:45,356 declared war to my father. 147 00:13:57,369 --> 00:13:58,536 Are you crazy, 148 00:13:58,704 --> 00:14:01,372 dammit?! What are you doing?! 149 00:14:01,574 --> 00:14:03,608 Roll that window back up, you nitwit! 150 00:14:03,776 --> 00:14:05,844 Do we have to tie you up? 151 00:14:06,011 --> 00:14:07,679 Here, buckle up! 152 00:14:10,683 --> 00:14:12,016 Christ. 153 00:14:16,789 --> 00:14:18,456 Use your head, you nitwit. 154 00:14:18,624 --> 00:14:21,125 Stop slurping, you pig! Don't be such a sissy! 155 00:14:25,497 --> 00:14:26,698 Eleven bucks! 156 00:14:26,866 --> 00:14:29,434 An imported collector's record. 157 00:14:30,970 --> 00:14:33,304 You'll each reimburse me if the guilty party 158 00:14:33,472 --> 00:14:35,206 doesn't come forward. I'm warning you. 159 00:14:35,374 --> 00:14:37,976 l'll teach you to take responsibility for your actions, 160 00:14:38,143 --> 00:14:39,644 dammit! - Gervais! 161 00:15:02,902 --> 00:15:04,335 I didn't do it. 162 00:15:12,611 --> 00:15:14,279 It was an accident. 163 00:15:16,882 --> 00:15:19,117 Scoot, you three. 164 00:15:26,592 --> 00:15:29,427 You'll not only pay for the record, but your lies, too. 165 00:15:29,595 --> 00:15:30,795 I'll teach you, you'lI see. 166 00:15:30,963 --> 00:15:32,497 Go to your room! 167 00:15:37,836 --> 00:15:39,570 He said it was an accident. 168 00:15:47,680 --> 00:15:50,348 What in heaven's name did you do to him? 169 00:15:54,853 --> 00:15:56,187 Zac. He's changed. 170 00:15:56,355 --> 00:15:59,190 He's a crybaby, he dresses like a girl. It's not normal. 171 00:15:59,358 --> 00:16:01,326 Get over it. It's you who's not normal. 172 00:16:01,493 --> 00:16:03,962 He's a child, for God's sake. Let him be. 173 00:16:04,129 --> 00:16:06,130 "What did I do to him"! 174 00:16:09,134 --> 00:16:12,971 - The others weren't like that. - Each of them is different. 175 00:16:13,973 --> 00:16:16,975 Zac is more gentle, that's all. More sensitive. 176 00:16:17,142 --> 00:16:19,143 He's not gentler, he's softer. 177 00:16:23,649 --> 00:16:27,018 God, please don't let me be soft. 178 00:16:27,186 --> 00:16:29,854 And return my dad to his old self. 179 00:16:30,022 --> 00:16:31,356 Shut up. 180 00:16:41,500 --> 00:16:44,936 Use your head, you nitwit! Don't be such a sissy! 181 00:16:49,541 --> 00:16:51,376 I did it on purpose. 182 00:16:51,543 --> 00:16:53,111 I'll tell Dad, you pisser. 183 00:17:25,144 --> 00:17:29,947 When will I stop wetting the bed? I've been asking him a long time. 184 00:17:30,115 --> 00:17:32,750 Never mind - no harm done. 185 00:17:32,918 --> 00:17:34,986 Hmm? You're not alone. 186 00:17:35,154 --> 00:17:37,321 It'll stop eventually. 187 00:17:37,823 --> 00:17:41,125 Keep praying. You'll see, Baby Jesus will hear you. 188 00:17:41,293 --> 00:17:43,327 EspecialIy you. 189 00:17:43,495 --> 00:17:45,997 You were born on the same day. 190 00:17:46,165 --> 00:17:47,665 Sweet dreams. 191 00:18:03,615 --> 00:18:05,049 Big chimneys, huh? 192 00:18:07,052 --> 00:18:08,719 Where are we going? 193 00:18:08,887 --> 00:18:10,555 You'll see. 194 00:18:10,722 --> 00:18:12,056 Careful. 195 00:18:24,736 --> 00:18:27,205 Mrs. What's-her-name, the Tupperware lady, 196 00:18:27,372 --> 00:18:29,874 had realized my mother's dream: 197 00:18:30,876 --> 00:18:33,244 she had walked in Christ's footsteps. 198 00:18:38,484 --> 00:18:41,119 Try to trust your feelings. 199 00:18:41,320 --> 00:18:44,021 You can feel things others can't. 200 00:18:46,358 --> 00:18:48,259 You mustn't fear it. 201 00:18:50,529 --> 00:18:53,698 He's been blessed from on high, Mrs. Beaulieu. 202 00:18:53,866 --> 00:18:55,533 The good Lord chose him 203 00:18:55,701 --> 00:18:58,703 knowing he was strong enough for what's expected of him. 204 00:18:59,705 --> 00:19:02,974 But give him a chance to grow up a bit. Hmm? 205 00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:04,742 So he better understands. 206 00:19:04,910 --> 00:19:07,778 He's a good-looking boy. 207 00:19:07,946 --> 00:19:09,547 He'lI go far. 208 00:19:12,618 --> 00:19:14,886 Christ...mas, I'm bushed! 209 00:19:16,221 --> 00:19:18,222 I've got news for you. 210 00:19:18,390 --> 00:19:19,891 Your son has a gift. 211 00:19:21,226 --> 00:19:24,061 A family's seventh child of the same sex is gifted. 212 00:19:24,229 --> 00:19:27,064 With my three miscarriages, that makes Zac seventh. 213 00:19:28,567 --> 00:19:31,969 Who says your miscarriages were boys? 214 00:19:33,405 --> 00:19:35,740 They must've been. That's all you can do. 215 00:19:35,908 --> 00:19:38,075 We knew he couId stop colic, but he's otherwise gifted. 216 00:19:38,243 --> 00:19:40,645 Gifted people can pass their gift on to others, 217 00:19:40,812 --> 00:19:43,548 if they're of the opposite sex and not related. 218 00:19:43,715 --> 00:19:46,984 Mrs. What's-her-name passed all of hers on to him. 219 00:19:47,152 --> 00:19:48,719 Oh, Jesus. 220 00:19:48,887 --> 00:19:51,222 How much Tupperware did that cost you? 221 00:19:51,390 --> 00:19:54,292 None. She didn't try selling me any. 222 00:19:54,459 --> 00:19:56,661 I bought some. It's different. 223 00:19:58,564 --> 00:19:59,897 This is no joke. 224 00:20:00,065 --> 00:20:02,099 He's truly gifted! 225 00:20:02,267 --> 00:20:04,569 Can your gift cure my headache? 226 00:20:16,782 --> 00:20:18,015 There. 227 00:20:21,286 --> 00:20:23,120 What's this? 228 00:20:23,288 --> 00:20:24,989 Look. 229 00:20:27,693 --> 00:20:30,061 It's not my birthday, as far as I know. 230 00:20:36,835 --> 00:20:39,170 Your record's unfindable. We bought another. 231 00:20:39,338 --> 00:20:41,472 It's the same thing! 232 00:20:43,342 --> 00:20:45,376 l know. l already have this one. 233 00:20:47,079 --> 00:20:49,413 The sound's not the same. 234 00:20:49,581 --> 00:20:51,749 An imported collector's record isn't the same. 235 00:20:51,917 --> 00:20:55,319 It's the thought that counts. I'll just return it, then. 236 00:20:58,991 --> 00:21:00,958 Raymond, Antoine! That's enough! 237 00:21:01,093 --> 00:21:02,526 Christian! Supper's ready. 238 00:21:04,696 --> 00:21:08,633 Come on, boys. Let's eat. - Coming. 239 00:21:10,202 --> 00:21:11,669 Gifted... 240 00:21:12,838 --> 00:21:14,839 What do you think about that? 241 00:21:16,675 --> 00:21:19,010 What did Mrs. What's-her-name tell you? 242 00:21:19,177 --> 00:21:21,012 l'm not allowed to say. 243 00:21:21,179 --> 00:21:25,016 But she told Mom that if the good Lord gave me a gift, 244 00:21:25,183 --> 00:21:26,851 I had to use it. 245 00:21:27,019 --> 00:21:31,022 That I couId help a Iot of people, even save them. 246 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:36,661 Tell him to think of him. 247 00:21:43,302 --> 00:21:45,903 Think of Uncle Lucien. He cut himself eating steak. 248 00:21:46,071 --> 00:21:49,807 They're not going to start calling for every littIe booboo? 249 00:21:51,910 --> 00:21:53,444 Turn that music down. 250 00:21:56,048 --> 00:21:57,515 All I had to do 251 00:21:57,683 --> 00:22:00,618 was silently recite the secret little prayers imparted to me 252 00:22:00,786 --> 00:22:04,322 by Mrs. What's-her-name, which consisted not of asking, 253 00:22:04,489 --> 00:22:07,658 but of commanding God to heal. 254 00:22:09,161 --> 00:22:12,997 Remember, you can't use your gift for personal gain. 255 00:22:14,166 --> 00:22:16,867 Or to harm others. 256 00:22:17,035 --> 00:22:19,003 What a shame. 257 00:22:20,672 --> 00:22:21,972 What's he saying? 258 00:22:22,174 --> 00:22:25,576 He's not allowed to say. Stop it, will you? 259 00:22:29,748 --> 00:22:33,384 From now on, it'll cost a dime every time you pick your nose. 260 00:22:33,552 --> 00:22:35,419 You'll be rich. 261 00:22:35,587 --> 00:22:38,055 You must know how ketchup's made by now, 262 00:22:38,223 --> 00:22:41,058 you've been reading the damn label for half an hour. 263 00:22:46,598 --> 00:22:49,600 Another pest who just cut himself shaving. 264 00:22:49,768 --> 00:22:51,402 Okay, I'Il tell him. 265 00:22:56,608 --> 00:22:58,676 Uncle Lucien's bleeding has stopped. 266 00:23:11,223 --> 00:23:12,356 Yes? 267 00:23:13,892 --> 00:23:15,259 WelI, I'll be damned. 268 00:23:15,494 --> 00:23:17,828 Great. He'll be thrilIed. 269 00:23:17,996 --> 00:23:19,830 Yes. Thank you. 270 00:23:27,672 --> 00:23:28,873 What is it? 271 00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:30,741 Your lucky brother 272 00:23:30,909 --> 00:23:33,944 is going to summer camp. - What?! 273 00:23:34,112 --> 00:23:36,514 I wasn't allowed to go at his age! 274 00:23:36,681 --> 00:23:38,516 You got yours. Stop complaining. 275 00:23:38,683 --> 00:23:41,018 We've never sent our children to camp. 276 00:23:43,355 --> 00:23:44,855 He'lI sleep there? 277 00:23:45,023 --> 00:23:48,692 Of course. He'll make friends, have lots of fun... 278 00:23:48,860 --> 00:23:51,061 It'll be a good experience for him. 279 00:23:51,229 --> 00:23:54,198 - He'lI always remember it. - l don't wanna go. 280 00:23:55,734 --> 00:23:57,368 Oh, come on. 281 00:23:57,536 --> 00:24:00,004 I don't wanna go. 282 00:24:06,478 --> 00:24:08,479 I don't wanna go!!! 283 00:24:31,503 --> 00:24:34,171 God, please don't let it happen. 284 00:24:43,682 --> 00:24:45,015 Go to sIeep. 285 00:25:55,554 --> 00:25:56,987 God, please, 286 00:25:57,155 --> 00:25:59,323 don't let it show. 287 00:25:59,491 --> 00:26:01,992 l'Il never miss mass again. 288 00:28:52,897 --> 00:28:55,432 Midnight mass was so short and sweet 289 00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:57,701 now that I'd become an atheist. 290 00:28:57,869 --> 00:29:00,104 l'd kept my promise, though. 291 00:29:00,271 --> 00:29:03,574 l'd never missed mass... midnight mass. 292 00:29:03,742 --> 00:29:05,275 Once a year. 293 00:29:05,443 --> 00:29:07,478 It made her happy. 294 00:29:07,645 --> 00:29:10,214 It kept his mouth shut. 295 00:30:36,801 --> 00:30:39,169 You dragging your trash around, brother-in-law? 296 00:30:39,337 --> 00:30:41,205 It's your present. 297 00:30:41,372 --> 00:30:43,173 WelI, if it isn't Zac! 298 00:30:43,341 --> 00:30:45,275 What, no girlfriend yet? 299 00:30:53,718 --> 00:30:56,620 Christmas 1975 300 00:30:58,356 --> 00:30:59,523 Nice paper. 301 00:30:59,691 --> 00:31:01,525 Every year, l told them: 302 00:31:01,693 --> 00:31:04,228 No Christmas wrapping paper for my birthday presents, okay? 303 00:31:04,395 --> 00:31:06,129 That's not what matters. 304 00:31:10,802 --> 00:31:13,637 After the drum set, accordion, guitar and violin... 305 00:31:13,805 --> 00:31:14,805 a banjo. 306 00:31:14,973 --> 00:31:17,474 You said to surprise you. 307 00:31:18,643 --> 00:31:21,979 It's so hard to know what teenagers want nowadays. 308 00:31:22,146 --> 00:31:24,147 You try to please them... 309 00:31:55,813 --> 00:31:58,782 Some fantasies are worth keeping. 310 00:32:01,152 --> 00:32:03,053 Merry Christmas! Happy New Year! 311 00:32:03,221 --> 00:32:05,289 You know what time it is, Raymond? 312 00:32:05,456 --> 00:32:07,257 You're late. 313 00:32:08,593 --> 00:32:09,927 I was starting to worry. 314 00:32:10,094 --> 00:32:11,595 - Hi. I'm Doris. - Good evening. 315 00:32:11,763 --> 00:32:13,597 - Merry Christmas. - Take off your boots. 316 00:32:13,765 --> 00:32:15,098 - How are you? - Hi, Dad. 317 00:32:15,266 --> 00:32:17,100 - Merry Christmas. - Pleased to meet you. 318 00:32:17,268 --> 00:32:18,835 I'm Raymond's mother. 319 00:32:23,441 --> 00:32:26,843 My family always appreciated gourmet food. 320 00:32:30,615 --> 00:32:32,382 Did you at least make a wish? 321 00:32:32,550 --> 00:32:35,252 It won't come true, he can't get it up yet. 322 00:32:38,456 --> 00:32:40,791 My brothers hadn't changed a bit. 323 00:32:40,959 --> 00:32:42,893 Dad, Zac gave him the finger! 324 00:32:43,061 --> 00:32:45,228 - Except my darling Yvan. - Such brotherly love! 325 00:32:45,396 --> 00:32:48,198 And how polite they are in public. 326 00:32:49,367 --> 00:32:51,335 Turn that music down. 327 00:33:06,651 --> 00:33:08,018 Every Christmas, 328 00:33:08,186 --> 00:33:10,053 the bastard barely stayed an hour. 329 00:33:10,221 --> 00:33:12,522 Just long enough to stuff himself... 330 00:33:12,690 --> 00:33:14,358 and to piss me off. 331 00:33:28,539 --> 00:33:30,707 Here, buy whatever you want. 332 00:33:31,876 --> 00:33:33,710 Happy birthday. 333 00:33:33,878 --> 00:33:35,045 Wait. 334 00:33:58,903 --> 00:34:01,338 I loved daydreaming about my mother. 335 00:34:01,506 --> 00:34:02,873 Picturing myself wealthy, 336 00:34:03,041 --> 00:34:05,342 so that, one day, I could spoil her. 337 00:34:07,945 --> 00:34:09,446 Merry Christmas! 338 00:34:12,984 --> 00:34:14,985 It's beautiful. Thank you. 339 00:34:24,395 --> 00:34:26,563 Oh, what a lovely dress. 340 00:35:21,953 --> 00:35:24,521 My cousin Brigitte had just dropped out of school 341 00:35:24,689 --> 00:35:28,191 to devote herseIf to social dancing full-time. 342 00:35:28,359 --> 00:35:29,860 At the age of 15. 343 00:35:52,016 --> 00:35:54,417 I can dance too, you know! 344 00:35:56,154 --> 00:35:58,655 But it's not my specialty. 345 00:35:58,823 --> 00:36:01,024 Back by popular request... 346 00:36:01,192 --> 00:36:02,425 No getting around it. 347 00:36:17,708 --> 00:36:19,209 It's your birthday! 348 00:36:20,311 --> 00:36:22,746 - You've really changed. - Yeah, you too. 349 00:36:24,615 --> 00:36:26,283 This is my boyfriend, Paul. 350 00:36:26,450 --> 00:36:28,118 My cousin, Zac. 351 00:36:30,454 --> 00:36:32,455 He has his driver's license! 352 00:36:34,792 --> 00:36:36,793 I'm stealing one. 353 00:36:50,141 --> 00:36:52,475 - You don't smoke? - Never touch the stuff. 354 00:36:52,643 --> 00:36:56,146 Good thing. If it was up to him, he'd be smoking nonstop. 355 00:36:56,314 --> 00:36:58,481 We go to the movies, he wants to smoke; 356 00:36:58,649 --> 00:37:00,483 we go skating, he wants to smoke... 357 00:37:00,651 --> 00:37:02,285 You skate? Roller-skate? 358 00:37:06,757 --> 00:37:11,428 The guys' turn, full blast, music blaring, really stoned - 359 00:37:11,596 --> 00:37:14,598 you let yourself go... you can hear everything, 360 00:37:14,765 --> 00:37:18,101 and feel like everything around you is moving in slow-motion, 361 00:37:18,269 --> 00:37:19,769 like in a movie. 362 00:37:23,107 --> 00:37:24,941 A stoner movie, yeah. 363 00:37:27,778 --> 00:37:29,279 Try it. 364 00:37:29,447 --> 00:37:30,947 Give me a shotgun. 365 00:37:31,115 --> 00:37:32,282 No way. 366 00:37:32,450 --> 00:37:33,783 Are you nuts? 367 00:37:33,951 --> 00:37:36,119 I burned my tongue last time. 368 00:37:38,623 --> 00:37:41,958 l thought of you and it stopped burning. 369 00:37:42,126 --> 00:37:44,127 He has a gift for healing burns. 370 00:37:44,295 --> 00:37:45,795 - What? - And staunching blood. 371 00:37:47,298 --> 00:37:49,966 It's true! Tell him! 372 00:37:50,134 --> 00:37:53,637 My mother got that into the whole family's head. 373 00:37:53,804 --> 00:37:57,140 You stop your girlfriend's monthly bleeding, too? 374 00:37:58,809 --> 00:38:00,143 ldiot. 375 00:38:00,311 --> 00:38:02,445 That's it, make a fool of me. 376 00:38:04,081 --> 00:38:06,249 I don't believe in that anymore. Sorry. 377 00:38:08,586 --> 00:38:11,421 That doesn't mean you've lost your blessing. 378 00:38:11,589 --> 00:38:13,256 You blessed fool! 379 00:38:20,097 --> 00:38:21,931 You want a shotgun? 380 00:38:37,815 --> 00:38:39,816 Boy, have you changed! 381 00:39:06,644 --> 00:39:08,978 Well, well... if it isn't the lovely Michelle. 382 00:39:09,146 --> 00:39:10,814 - Hi, Mr. Beaulieu. - Hi. 383 00:39:12,783 --> 00:39:14,617 I'll finish up later. 384 00:39:15,786 --> 00:39:17,120 No problem. 385 00:39:26,130 --> 00:39:28,965 - Is she really on the pill? - Enough about my cousin. 386 00:39:29,133 --> 00:39:31,634 I'm not the one who wants to sleep with her. 387 00:39:31,802 --> 00:39:33,870 That's the last time I confide in you. 388 00:39:34,038 --> 00:39:36,806 Why are the prettiest girls always the dumbest? 389 00:39:38,309 --> 00:39:39,976 You've never seen her. 390 00:39:40,644 --> 00:39:42,979 I've seen her picture. Enough said. 391 00:39:45,149 --> 00:39:46,649 Don't be jealous. 392 00:39:47,818 --> 00:39:49,319 You're dumb too. 393 00:39:54,825 --> 00:39:58,828 I see her once a year. How am I supposed to sleep with her? 394 00:39:59,830 --> 00:40:01,664 Anyway, she's got a boyfriend. 395 00:40:02,833 --> 00:40:05,668 Older. As dumb as she is. 396 00:40:11,842 --> 00:40:13,676 Not as dumb as you? 397 00:40:16,013 --> 00:40:17,347 Don't. 398 00:40:22,520 --> 00:40:24,854 It'll ruin our friendship. 399 00:40:26,524 --> 00:40:29,192 That's not what you said last week. 400 00:40:30,361 --> 00:40:31,861 Stop it. 401 00:40:36,867 --> 00:40:38,368 See what happens? 402 00:40:39,870 --> 00:40:41,538 Absolutely nothing! 403 00:41:02,193 --> 00:41:03,993 Don't tell me he groped her. 404 00:43:07,918 --> 00:43:10,086 You done imitating that fucking fag? 405 00:43:10,254 --> 00:43:13,256 Huh?! You're making us look like a bunch of idiots! 406 00:43:30,174 --> 00:43:31,641 Get outta here! 407 00:43:36,180 --> 00:43:38,014 It's my room too! 408 00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:51,694 C'mon, Toto, ask him for an autograph. 409 00:43:53,864 --> 00:43:55,365 Got a problem? 410 00:43:57,368 --> 00:43:58,534 No. 411 00:44:09,980 --> 00:44:12,915 Having a crazy brother also had its advantages. 412 00:44:13,083 --> 00:44:16,486 - AIways ready to help... - Pay up, you little bastard. 413 00:44:16,654 --> 00:44:18,655 ... for the modest sum of $2. 414 00:44:52,556 --> 00:44:54,590 We were here first. 415 00:44:54,758 --> 00:44:56,325 Shut up, faggot. 416 00:44:59,830 --> 00:45:01,397 What did you call him? 417 00:45:04,568 --> 00:45:05,735 Apologize. 418 00:45:08,872 --> 00:45:12,208 ApoIogize and switch back to his show. 419 00:45:23,454 --> 00:45:25,121 Apologize, I said!!! 420 00:45:29,460 --> 00:45:31,060 It's okay, Dad. 421 00:45:37,134 --> 00:45:38,201 Go on!! 422 00:45:43,474 --> 00:45:45,441 Sorry. 423 00:45:55,486 --> 00:45:56,986 What's for dinner? 424 00:45:59,656 --> 00:46:00,990 What happened to you? 425 00:46:01,091 --> 00:46:03,459 Just a hockey fight. 426 00:46:03,627 --> 00:46:06,896 - Didn't you have practice today? - Yeah, yeah. 427 00:46:07,064 --> 00:46:08,131 You fought with a teammate? 428 00:46:08,298 --> 00:46:11,601 It was just a scuffle. Didn't even drop my gloves. 429 00:46:11,769 --> 00:46:14,337 - Who with? - Tremblay. 430 00:46:15,672 --> 00:46:17,774 You got beaten up by Tremblay's little fag? 431 00:46:17,941 --> 00:46:19,442 What, you four-eyed fag? 432 00:46:22,012 --> 00:46:24,514 What's with you always calling each other fags? 433 00:46:25,349 --> 00:46:28,184 You'd swear we're nothing but a bunch of fairies! 434 00:46:50,040 --> 00:46:51,207 Please... 435 00:46:53,210 --> 00:46:55,044 anything but that. 436 00:47:07,658 --> 00:47:09,492 Sorry about last night. 437 00:47:11,829 --> 00:47:14,997 You know I don't Iike you talking to your brother that way. 438 00:47:15,165 --> 00:47:16,499 Yeah... 439 00:47:22,506 --> 00:47:23,873 Okay, see you at work. 440 00:47:24,141 --> 00:47:25,641 CarefuI, now. 441 00:48:17,227 --> 00:48:19,695 Please let me bump into them. 442 00:48:33,911 --> 00:48:35,611 What're you doing here? 443 00:48:37,481 --> 00:48:41,150 - Just in the neighbourhood. - God, you've changed. 444 00:48:41,318 --> 00:48:42,818 What'd you do to your hair? 445 00:48:42,986 --> 00:48:44,153 It's cool. 446 00:48:44,321 --> 00:48:45,655 Thanks. 447 00:48:46,657 --> 00:48:49,492 You alone? - No, I'm with... 448 00:48:49,660 --> 00:48:51,827 my new dance partner. 449 00:48:55,332 --> 00:48:56,832 He's Italian. 450 00:49:00,003 --> 00:49:01,437 Thank you. 451 00:49:02,272 --> 00:49:03,806 This is my cousin, Zac. 452 00:49:14,952 --> 00:49:16,619 Okay, well... 453 00:49:16,787 --> 00:49:18,888 I'lI be off. 454 00:49:59,963 --> 00:50:01,564 Change... Change... 455 00:50:01,732 --> 00:50:05,267 I would be cured of my asthma... 456 00:50:05,435 --> 00:50:07,803 if I only managed to get through. 457 00:50:21,618 --> 00:50:23,652 For the second time of my life... 458 00:50:28,792 --> 00:50:31,193 I was decIared clinically dead... 459 00:50:33,730 --> 00:50:35,398 for three seconds. 460 00:51:14,604 --> 00:51:17,273 Thank God you were dedicated to Virgin Mary. 461 00:51:21,445 --> 00:51:22,611 I can't believe it. 462 00:51:22,779 --> 00:51:24,280 It's a miracle. 463 00:51:26,283 --> 00:51:28,451 You know you made your father cry? 464 00:51:31,455 --> 00:51:33,789 Don't ever scare us like that again. 465 00:51:40,297 --> 00:51:41,964 Feel like talking? 466 00:51:46,970 --> 00:51:48,471 I'lI come back later. 467 00:51:50,073 --> 00:51:53,375 While my mother performed charitable works daily... 468 00:51:53,543 --> 00:51:58,447 her Baby Jesus had only one thing on his mind. 469 00:53:27,437 --> 00:53:28,938 You asshoIe! 470 00:53:35,278 --> 00:53:36,946 What're you doing?! 471 00:53:43,954 --> 00:53:45,454 Fucking liar. 472 00:54:20,790 --> 00:54:22,791 The hottest was a black chick. 473 00:54:22,959 --> 00:54:24,960 It was like she'd never eaten before. 474 00:54:25,128 --> 00:54:28,964 Mind you, they smoked a coupIe ofjoints. Makes you hungry. 475 00:54:29,132 --> 00:54:31,133 She sucked him like a Hoover! 476 00:54:31,468 --> 00:54:33,802 He heId her head, thrusting as deep as he could. 477 00:54:33,970 --> 00:54:35,971 The harder she sucked, the more he screamed. 478 00:54:36,206 --> 00:54:38,440 The more he screamed, the harder she sucked. 479 00:54:51,855 --> 00:54:53,856 Ever had a blow job? 480 00:54:59,963 --> 00:55:01,897 What do you want? 481 00:55:25,155 --> 00:55:27,489 I was wondering where my shades went. 482 00:55:29,159 --> 00:55:30,659 Going somewhere? 483 00:55:34,164 --> 00:55:36,332 Boy, is this gonna cost me! 484 00:55:37,834 --> 00:55:39,335 I didn't ask for nothing. 485 00:55:43,006 --> 00:55:44,673 Your neck still sore? 486 00:55:48,345 --> 00:55:50,512 We're out of HP Sauce. 487 00:55:50,680 --> 00:55:53,349 You get a 2-for-1 special today. 488 00:55:53,516 --> 00:55:55,017 You'll learn to drive properly 489 00:55:55,185 --> 00:55:58,354 and how to make your father's world-class spaghetti sauce. 490 00:55:58,588 --> 00:56:00,823 Let's go, before your mother catches us. 491 00:56:02,692 --> 00:56:05,861 Go ahead. Turn the key, put it on "D." 492 00:56:07,697 --> 00:56:09,531 Good. Slowly, now. Go ahead. 493 00:56:09,699 --> 00:56:11,867 - HP Sauce? - That's my secret. 494 00:56:12,035 --> 00:56:13,869 Watch where you're going and shut up. 495 00:56:14,037 --> 00:56:16,705 Lesson number one: shut up and drive. 496 00:56:18,541 --> 00:56:20,042 Go ahead. 497 00:56:20,877 --> 00:56:23,612 Slow down! What are you, nuts? 498 00:56:37,227 --> 00:56:38,660 What are you doing? 499 00:56:38,828 --> 00:56:41,296 The school principal just called. 500 00:56:41,464 --> 00:56:44,066 Seems your son's been spreading rumours about Raymond! 501 00:56:44,234 --> 00:56:46,468 I won't stand for smut around here! 502 00:56:46,636 --> 00:56:48,637 Much less drugs! 503 00:56:48,805 --> 00:56:49,838 What? 504 00:56:51,207 --> 00:56:54,009 If I have to caIl the police to make Raymond understand, 505 00:56:54,177 --> 00:56:56,078 I'll do it this time! 506 00:56:56,746 --> 00:56:58,247 What's all this about? 507 00:57:01,217 --> 00:57:02,584 Huh?! 508 00:57:03,453 --> 00:57:04,787 What's this? 509 00:57:04,954 --> 00:57:06,789 His littIe brothers live here! 510 00:57:37,487 --> 00:57:39,288 Stay away from me, I said! 511 00:57:43,159 --> 00:57:44,827 I didn't rat him out. 512 00:58:15,625 --> 00:58:18,527 He's already gone. I didn't even say goodbye. 513 00:58:18,695 --> 00:58:21,196 Could be the wrong time, but can I have his room? 514 00:58:21,364 --> 00:58:24,867 - I want it! - No one's taking his room. 515 00:58:25,034 --> 00:58:26,535 Especially not you. 516 00:59:00,737 --> 00:59:03,205 Does this mean we're not just friends anymore? 517 00:59:05,842 --> 00:59:07,342 I dunno. 518 00:59:08,845 --> 00:59:10,512 What do you think? 519 00:59:25,595 --> 00:59:27,529 What's he doing here? 520 00:59:31,534 --> 00:59:32,868 Toto the Weirdo. 521 00:59:33,036 --> 00:59:34,603 Forget him. 522 00:59:40,143 --> 00:59:41,643 Peeping Tom. 523 00:59:43,279 --> 00:59:44,780 What're you looking at?! 524 00:59:49,953 --> 00:59:51,620 Fucker. 525 01:00:15,211 --> 01:00:18,714 She's so excited. I couldn't get a word in edgewise. 526 01:00:18,881 --> 01:00:23,085 She went on and on about Brigitte. We'll never hear the end of it. 527 01:00:23,252 --> 01:00:26,221 Seems she's putting together a big show with her boyfriend 528 01:00:26,389 --> 01:00:27,723 this Christmas Eve. 529 01:00:27,890 --> 01:00:30,559 - With the Italian? - No, she's back with the other. 530 01:00:30,727 --> 01:00:32,561 The mambo dancer? 531 01:00:32,729 --> 01:00:34,563 He missed her big knockers. 532 01:00:34,731 --> 01:00:37,733 Who's the pig who ate all my lard spread? 533 01:00:41,738 --> 01:00:44,573 Think of your little cousin Daniel; he burned himself. 534 01:00:46,576 --> 01:00:48,076 Too bad! 535 01:00:54,751 --> 01:00:57,419 Rutting teenager in his natural habitat. 536 01:00:57,587 --> 01:00:59,087 Shut up! 537 01:01:00,990 --> 01:01:02,524 What teenager? 538 01:01:19,108 --> 01:01:22,210 You didn't come just for my Tupperware? 539 01:01:29,619 --> 01:01:32,187 How are you coping with your gift? 540 01:01:47,804 --> 01:01:49,304 Beautiful story. 541 01:01:50,640 --> 01:01:54,476 A man dreamed he was walking with Christ on the beach 542 01:01:54,644 --> 01:01:57,145 while watching scenes of his life flash across the sky. 543 01:01:58,981 --> 01:02:00,649 Upon turning around, 544 01:02:00,817 --> 01:02:03,285 he noticed that throughout most of his life, 545 01:02:03,453 --> 01:02:06,088 there were two sets of footprints in the sand, 546 01:02:06,255 --> 01:02:08,423 his and those of Christ. 547 01:02:10,827 --> 01:02:13,095 Except during the worst times of his life, 548 01:02:13,262 --> 01:02:16,298 when there was only one set of prints. 549 01:02:18,167 --> 01:02:20,168 The man said to Jesus, 550 01:02:20,336 --> 01:02:23,505 "You promised you would walk with me always. 551 01:02:23,673 --> 01:02:27,008 Why did you forsake me when I needed you most?" 552 01:02:29,011 --> 01:02:30,846 Jesus replied... 553 01:02:32,682 --> 01:02:36,351 "There was onIy one set of footprints in the sand 554 01:02:36,519 --> 01:02:40,355 during the worst times of your life, 555 01:02:40,523 --> 01:02:42,524 because I carried you." 556 01:02:59,275 --> 01:03:00,842 I want to be like everyone else. 557 01:03:05,148 --> 01:03:07,616 Thank God, you never will. 558 01:04:27,129 --> 01:04:28,997 What got into you?! 559 01:04:31,500 --> 01:04:33,668 You have to learn to control yourself! 560 01:04:37,006 --> 01:04:39,507 l'm not going to the Christmas party this year. 561 01:04:45,081 --> 01:04:47,082 The guy was twice his size. 562 01:04:48,417 --> 01:04:50,418 The little bastard's got nerve. 563 01:04:51,420 --> 01:04:53,588 He gets that from his old man. 564 01:04:55,591 --> 01:04:57,592 He's been doing weIl lately, huh? 565 01:04:57,760 --> 01:04:59,594 You call that doing well? 566 01:04:59,762 --> 01:05:01,963 A Iittle fight's no big deal. 567 01:05:06,702 --> 01:05:10,205 We should get him something special this year, don't you think? 568 01:05:13,542 --> 01:05:15,710 He just needed a girlfriend. 569 01:05:15,878 --> 01:05:17,712 Michelle's a nice girl. 570 01:05:19,382 --> 01:05:22,050 He said she invited him over for Christmas Eve. 571 01:05:25,721 --> 01:05:27,389 He'lI be 16. 572 01:05:27,556 --> 01:05:29,891 We can start cutting him a little slack. 573 01:05:30,059 --> 01:05:31,726 You didn't agree? 574 01:05:33,896 --> 01:05:35,730 I said we'd discuss it. 575 01:05:37,400 --> 01:05:40,568 She can join us, if she wants to spend Christmas with him. 576 01:05:40,736 --> 01:05:43,071 She can't take him away from us on his birthday. 577 01:05:46,575 --> 01:05:48,743 He can do whatever he wants when he's older. 578 01:05:48,911 --> 01:05:51,079 In the meantime, we celebrate Christmas as a family. 579 01:05:59,588 --> 01:06:01,957 What about a new stereo for his room? 580 01:06:05,695 --> 01:06:08,029 I can't beIieve what a good ear he has. 581 01:06:09,532 --> 01:06:11,533 He gets that from me, too. 582 01:07:14,330 --> 01:07:17,332 - I didn't do anything. - Don't take me for an idiot! 583 01:07:18,667 --> 01:07:20,368 What you did was wrong! 584 01:07:21,504 --> 01:07:23,004 I didn't do anything. 585 01:07:24,006 --> 01:07:26,007 - A liar, too! - Let him explain. 586 01:07:26,175 --> 01:07:29,844 See what that pram business and your mollycoddling does? 587 01:07:30,012 --> 01:07:33,181 He's never to set foot here again! Is that clear?! 588 01:07:33,349 --> 01:07:36,518 If you can't choose the right friends, we'll do it for you. 589 01:07:36,685 --> 01:07:38,353 Fucking little faggot. 590 01:07:38,521 --> 01:07:40,688 And you, you sap, get dragged into it! 591 01:07:40,856 --> 01:07:43,024 - Let him speak! - Stop defending him! 592 01:07:43,192 --> 01:07:45,193 I know what I saw! 593 01:07:45,361 --> 01:07:48,163 What you did was wrong. You don't do this. 594 01:07:49,865 --> 01:07:52,367 We went in to warm up, that's all. 595 01:07:56,705 --> 01:07:58,373 Did we ever beat you? 596 01:08:02,545 --> 01:08:05,814 Do we have to start, so you stop mocking us! 597 01:08:08,818 --> 01:08:10,318 I'm sorry. 598 01:08:14,490 --> 01:08:16,324 I don't understand. 599 01:08:16,492 --> 01:08:18,493 After everything we've done for him. 600 01:08:19,995 --> 01:08:22,497 This shouldn't be happening to us. 601 01:08:22,665 --> 01:08:26,334 It can happen to anyone. It's no one's fault. 602 01:08:28,003 --> 01:08:31,005 Father Carbonneau says we mustn't seek to lay blame. 603 01:08:32,341 --> 01:08:34,175 Father Carbonneau? 604 01:08:34,343 --> 01:08:36,344 I had to talk to someone. 605 01:08:37,346 --> 01:08:40,348 - What am I, chopped liver? - You're impossible to talk to. 606 01:08:44,587 --> 01:08:48,022 - The whole neighbourhood wiIl know. - Of course not. 607 01:08:48,190 --> 01:08:50,525 No one else is to know about this. Is that clear? 608 01:08:50,693 --> 01:08:52,861 This is strictly a family matter. 609 01:09:02,004 --> 01:09:03,805 What did the priest have to say? 610 01:09:03,973 --> 01:09:07,976 It's a sin, yes, but not the end of the world. He's not alone. 611 01:09:08,144 --> 01:09:10,645 The sin is in the act, not the inclination. 612 01:09:11,814 --> 01:09:13,481 Look who's talking. 613 01:09:13,649 --> 01:09:16,317 Him and his cassock! 614 01:09:17,820 --> 01:09:18,820 Don't start. 615 01:09:18,988 --> 01:09:21,823 He says he knows a priest who's real good with teenagers. 616 01:09:21,991 --> 01:09:24,826 Forget it. It's not a priest he needs. 617 01:09:24,994 --> 01:09:27,762 Sometimes I wonder why we pray to a long-haired guy 618 01:09:27,930 --> 01:09:30,498 who hangs out with a bunch of guys in robes. 619 01:09:30,666 --> 01:09:32,333 - lt's fishy. - Honestly! 620 01:09:33,335 --> 01:09:36,337 Why are there no female priests, then? 621 01:09:38,340 --> 01:09:40,341 They're starting to get on my nerves. 622 01:09:43,846 --> 01:09:46,881 Anyway, we'lI take care of his problem immediateIy. 623 01:09:47,049 --> 01:09:49,017 It's all in his head. 624 01:09:51,453 --> 01:09:53,288 Abnormal people get treated. 625 01:09:56,292 --> 01:09:59,294 People aren't born that way, they become so. 626 01:09:59,461 --> 01:10:02,297 It's up to us to make sure that our son doesn't. 627 01:10:02,464 --> 01:10:04,332 Nature doesn't make mistakes. There's no in-between. 628 01:10:04,500 --> 01:10:06,968 It's one or the other - a boy or a girl. 629 01:10:08,470 --> 01:10:10,805 I'm wilIing to pay for a shrink if necessary. 630 01:10:13,475 --> 01:10:15,310 Our boy is a boy. 631 01:10:15,477 --> 01:10:17,478 No way I sired a fairy. 632 01:10:17,646 --> 01:10:20,481 We'Il wipe any such notions right out of his head! 633 01:10:24,820 --> 01:10:26,487 You have to be sick 634 01:10:26,655 --> 01:10:29,824 to spend your life sticking your pecker up someone's ass! 635 01:10:33,495 --> 01:10:35,663 You've got a short memory. 636 01:10:41,503 --> 01:10:43,004 That was different. 637 01:10:44,006 --> 01:10:46,007 And we only tried it once. 638 01:10:46,175 --> 01:10:47,508 Once? 639 01:10:49,511 --> 01:10:51,512 Once or twice. l don't remember. 640 01:10:52,348 --> 01:10:53,848 Well, I do. 641 01:11:02,358 --> 01:11:04,792 I'm not seeing a shrink. I'm warning you. 642 01:11:04,960 --> 01:11:07,262 I don't have a problem. Understand? 643 01:11:12,801 --> 01:11:14,802 He does take after his father. 644 01:11:46,869 --> 01:11:49,337 He's freaking out over nothing. 645 01:11:49,505 --> 01:11:51,539 Nothing happened. 646 01:11:51,707 --> 01:11:53,541 We didn't touch each other. 647 01:11:54,677 --> 01:11:57,478 We jerked off in the same car, no big deal. 648 01:12:00,282 --> 01:12:01,482 Why do it together, 649 01:12:01,650 --> 01:12:02,817 then? 650 01:12:12,828 --> 01:12:14,295 Watching him excited you? 651 01:12:15,998 --> 01:12:17,665 I didn't watch him. 652 01:12:18,667 --> 01:12:20,401 Do I look like a fag? 653 01:12:21,503 --> 01:12:24,839 Do l talk with a lisp? Strut like a peacock? 654 01:12:27,676 --> 01:12:29,977 Nice idea of homosexuals you've got there. 655 01:12:30,145 --> 01:12:32,347 They're not all like that. 656 01:12:34,683 --> 01:12:36,851 They all become that way. 657 01:12:37,019 --> 01:12:38,519 Sooner or later. 658 01:12:41,857 --> 01:12:44,359 This is a waste of time. I'm not a fag. 659 01:12:47,696 --> 01:12:49,697 I'd rather die. 660 01:12:57,206 --> 01:12:59,107 It's just a figure of speech. 661 01:13:00,542 --> 01:13:01,976 Isn't it obvious? 662 01:13:03,479 --> 01:13:05,980 Being happy and healthy, or miserable and fucked-up? 663 01:13:06,181 --> 01:13:07,882 It's a no-brainer. 664 01:13:13,288 --> 01:13:14,589 So? 665 01:13:16,091 --> 01:13:18,092 A subconsciously deliberate mistake. 666 01:13:20,095 --> 01:13:21,262 What? 667 01:13:23,098 --> 01:13:25,933 He says I deliberately did that in your car so you'd catch me, 668 01:13:26,101 --> 01:13:27,935 find out I was gay 669 01:13:28,103 --> 01:13:30,938 and accept it so that l could. 670 01:13:43,118 --> 01:13:45,787 Twenty-five bucks for that hogwash? 671 01:13:47,956 --> 01:13:49,957 You didn't buy it, l hope? 672 01:13:50,125 --> 01:13:52,293 - 'Course not. - Unbelievable. 673 01:13:52,461 --> 01:13:54,962 "A subconsciously deliberate mistake"! 674 01:13:55,130 --> 01:13:57,999 He'll deliberateIy reimburse me, believe me! 675 01:13:58,634 --> 01:14:00,635 What do you want?! 676 01:14:08,410 --> 01:14:10,745 You want to take this in to him? 677 01:14:12,748 --> 01:14:15,082 He'll be glad to see you. 678 01:14:15,250 --> 01:14:17,585 l'm sure he's forgiven you. 679 01:14:31,700 --> 01:14:32,834 Dad! 680 01:14:33,001 --> 01:14:34,569 How are you? 681 01:14:34,736 --> 01:14:35,937 Come in, come in. 682 01:14:36,104 --> 01:14:37,939 What're you doing? Get out of here. 683 01:14:38,106 --> 01:14:39,774 I don't have time. 684 01:14:39,942 --> 01:14:42,944 Your brother's waiting in the car. I'll take a rain check. 685 01:14:48,283 --> 01:14:50,451 Hey, bro. 686 01:14:50,619 --> 01:14:52,086 How you doing? 687 01:14:52,454 --> 01:14:55,122 So, you take my room, you little bastard? 688 01:14:55,324 --> 01:14:57,325 Oh, Dad, l almost forgot. 689 01:14:58,060 --> 01:14:59,827 Can you lend me a few bucks? 690 01:14:59,995 --> 01:15:02,763 I couldn't cash my cheque. I'll pay you back tomorrow. 691 01:15:15,043 --> 01:15:16,477 Better than nothing. 692 01:15:16,645 --> 01:15:18,045 See you. 693 01:17:13,228 --> 01:17:15,396 I would be cured 694 01:17:15,564 --> 01:17:18,566 if I could simpIy make it through the storm. 695 01:18:31,573 --> 01:18:32,707 Happy birthday. 696 01:18:32,874 --> 01:18:35,309 Christmas 1980 697 01:18:35,477 --> 01:18:38,479 Fall on your knees 698 01:18:41,483 --> 01:18:44,518 O hear the angel voices 699 01:18:46,722 --> 01:18:49,323 O night divine 700 01:18:49,491 --> 01:18:52,326 The night... 701 01:18:52,494 --> 01:18:55,162 When Christ was born 702 01:19:16,952 --> 01:19:20,287 Yesterday when I was young 703 01:19:20,455 --> 01:19:23,457 The taste of life was sweet as rain upon my tongue 704 01:19:23,625 --> 01:19:27,161 I teased at life as if it were a foolish game 705 01:19:27,329 --> 01:19:31,699 The way the evening breeze may tease a candle flame 706 01:19:31,867 --> 01:19:34,635 The thousand dreams I dreamed the spIendid things I planned 707 01:19:34,803 --> 01:19:38,372 I always buiIt alas on weak and shifting sand 708 01:19:38,540 --> 01:19:42,143 I lived by night and shunned the naked Iight of the day 709 01:19:42,310 --> 01:19:47,681 And only now I see how the years ran away 710 01:19:50,352 --> 01:19:54,388 So many drinking songs were waiting to be sung 711 01:19:54,556 --> 01:19:57,057 So many wayward pleasures lay in store for me 712 01:19:57,225 --> 01:19:59,627 And so much pain my dazzled eyes refused to see 713 01:19:59,795 --> 01:20:01,729 I ran so fast that time and youth at Iast ran out 714 01:20:01,897 --> 01:20:03,531 He wrote that for you, Zac. 715 01:20:03,698 --> 01:20:06,033 Yesterday the moon was blue 716 01:20:06,201 --> 01:20:10,404 And every crazy day brought something new to do 717 01:20:10,572 --> 01:20:13,307 I used my magic age as if it were a wand 718 01:20:13,475 --> 01:20:16,977 And never saw the waste and emptiness beyond 719 01:20:17,145 --> 01:20:21,415 The game of love I played with arrogance and pride 720 01:20:21,583 --> 01:20:25,419 And every flame I lit too quickly quickIy died 721 01:20:25,587 --> 01:20:29,056 The friends I made all seemed somehow to drift away 722 01:20:29,224 --> 01:20:33,060 And only I am left on stage to end the play 723 01:20:33,228 --> 01:20:36,564 There are so many songs in me that won't be sung 724 01:20:36,731 --> 01:20:40,734 I feel the bitter taste of tears upon my tongue 725 01:20:40,902 --> 01:20:45,506 The time has come for me to pay for yesterday 726 01:20:45,674 --> 01:20:52,079 When I was young 727 01:20:58,987 --> 01:21:00,621 Happy birthday, my man! 728 01:21:00,856 --> 01:21:03,490 The old man's still got it, huh? 729 01:21:10,398 --> 01:21:13,200 It's been a while since I've seen him with an inhaler. 730 01:21:15,237 --> 01:21:16,737 He got rid of it. 731 01:21:18,073 --> 01:21:19,573 Since when? 732 01:21:20,609 --> 01:21:23,244 - Almost a year, I think. - He didn't tell us? 733 01:21:24,579 --> 01:21:26,847 I said nothing, okay? 734 01:21:34,756 --> 01:21:36,757 I don't know about cake. 735 01:21:37,759 --> 01:21:39,260 I overate. 736 01:21:39,427 --> 01:21:41,095 We've got news. 737 01:21:41,263 --> 01:21:44,598 I don't want to steaI your thunder, bro, so I'll be quick. 738 01:21:44,766 --> 01:21:46,267 We're getting married. 739 01:21:50,105 --> 01:21:52,873 You hear that?! They're getting married! 740 01:21:54,709 --> 01:21:55,943 I'm very happy! 741 01:21:56,111 --> 01:21:58,145 This calIs for another bottle! 742 01:21:59,681 --> 01:22:00,748 CongratuIations. 743 01:22:03,218 --> 01:22:05,185 How about a double wedding, honey? 744 01:22:05,353 --> 01:22:07,321 Sit down and shut up. 745 01:22:07,489 --> 01:22:09,390 You look like a damn fool. 746 01:22:21,736 --> 01:22:23,137 What's the matter? 747 01:22:25,573 --> 01:22:27,074 What's going on? 748 01:22:31,780 --> 01:22:33,347 Tell him to go to helI. 749 01:22:33,515 --> 01:22:35,582 Shut up, fag. 750 01:22:35,784 --> 01:22:37,484 You shut up. 751 01:22:39,154 --> 01:22:42,489 You seem to be sniffing a lot for someone in detox. 752 01:22:42,657 --> 01:22:44,258 Did I miss something? 753 01:22:44,426 --> 01:22:46,727 Two subjects had become taboo at home: 754 01:22:46,895 --> 01:22:47,728 me, 755 01:22:47,896 --> 01:22:50,030 and Raymond. - Sucking cock's made you a prick? 756 01:22:50,198 --> 01:22:51,598 That's enough! 757 01:22:51,766 --> 01:22:54,335 Your ass must've been raw after prison. 758 01:22:54,502 --> 01:23:00,574 He'd done a year for beating up a junkie who tried to steal his coke. 759 01:23:01,509 --> 01:23:02,943 You'd have enjoyed that, huh? 760 01:23:03,111 --> 01:23:04,845 That's quite enough! 761 01:23:05,680 --> 01:23:06,647 It's Christmas! 762 01:23:06,815 --> 01:23:08,515 Can't we eat in peace?! 763 01:23:17,292 --> 01:23:19,093 Idiots! 764 01:24:28,863 --> 01:24:30,197 How sweet life was 765 01:24:30,365 --> 01:24:33,167 since I had become so happy and fulfilIed. 766 01:25:23,685 --> 01:25:25,018 Aw, Mom! 767 01:25:27,689 --> 01:25:29,189 Yeah, that's right. 768 01:25:30,692 --> 01:25:33,861 Don't call me back to say she's stopped bleeding. 769 01:25:34,028 --> 01:25:35,863 She'll stop anyway, 770 01:25:36,030 --> 01:25:37,865 whether or not I think of her. 771 01:25:51,880 --> 01:25:53,881 If I truly had a gift, 772 01:25:54,048 --> 01:25:56,550 by dint of being his instrument, 773 01:25:56,718 --> 01:25:59,253 perhaps he would one day answer my prayers. 774 01:26:12,700 --> 01:26:14,868 Had I known, l wouldn't have come today. 775 01:26:16,337 --> 01:26:18,338 I think... 776 01:26:18,506 --> 01:26:20,340 you won't come much anymore. 777 01:26:22,877 --> 01:26:24,745 He says it's just for a couple of weeks. 778 01:26:24,913 --> 01:26:26,914 Just long enough to get back on his feet. 779 01:26:27,081 --> 01:26:29,082 To run through our savings, you mean. 780 01:26:29,250 --> 01:26:31,919 Anyway, he seems determined. I've never seen him like that. 781 01:26:32,086 --> 01:26:35,589 l think, this time, he really wants to clean up his act. 782 01:26:37,091 --> 01:26:40,093 Please, make an effort. Your brother needs help. 783 01:26:41,262 --> 01:26:42,930 So Michelle's weIl, then? 784 01:26:43,932 --> 01:26:45,265 Yeah. 785 01:26:45,433 --> 01:26:46,934 I brought your records back. 786 01:26:49,771 --> 01:26:52,606 - Coffee? - lt's okay, Mom, l'll do it. 787 01:26:55,276 --> 01:26:56,543 What's new? 788 01:26:56,711 --> 01:26:58,779 Not much. Classes, work. 789 01:26:58,947 --> 01:27:01,381 So, were they a hit? 790 01:27:01,549 --> 01:27:03,850 Your brother's playing my old records at his cIub. 791 01:27:04,018 --> 01:27:05,686 Can you believe it? 792 01:27:08,723 --> 01:27:10,891 If that's the nutcase, I'm not here. 793 01:27:14,062 --> 01:27:16,563 No, he's busy. Can he call you back? 794 01:27:16,731 --> 01:27:17,864 That her? 795 01:27:22,904 --> 01:27:24,404 lt was for Yvan. 796 01:27:28,910 --> 01:27:30,744 Is Doris the "nutcase"? 797 01:27:33,448 --> 01:27:36,083 She was nuts to put up with you for six years, that's for sure! 798 01:27:49,464 --> 01:27:51,131 I'm sorry, Mom. 799 01:27:52,800 --> 01:27:54,801 I'll be out of your hair soon. 800 01:27:56,804 --> 01:27:58,672 I missed... 801 01:27:58,840 --> 01:28:01,408 your delicious ironed toast. 802 01:28:05,079 --> 01:28:06,880 I love you, Mom. 803 01:28:14,255 --> 01:28:15,756 Any bacon left? 804 01:28:17,091 --> 01:28:18,759 Well, I'll be going. 805 01:28:18,926 --> 01:28:20,260 Already? 806 01:28:21,429 --> 01:28:23,297 - Need a ride back? - Never mind, Dad. 807 01:28:23,464 --> 01:28:24,665 I'Il go. 808 01:28:25,667 --> 01:28:27,000 Coming? 809 01:28:31,506 --> 01:28:33,173 It's disco? 810 01:28:33,341 --> 01:28:34,675 Not just disco. 811 01:28:34,842 --> 01:28:36,510 I play a bit of everything. 812 01:28:36,678 --> 01:28:38,178 Anything unusual. 813 01:28:39,347 --> 01:28:42,849 I'lI come see you at some point. I'll make an exception. 814 01:28:43,017 --> 01:28:46,019 l don't drink anymore, so l avoid bars. 815 01:28:48,356 --> 01:28:51,692 I don't drink, smoke or swear anymore. 816 01:28:51,859 --> 01:28:54,861 Fuck, I Ieft my bag of weed at the pub. 817 01:28:57,865 --> 01:28:59,866 You can drop me at the corner. 818 01:29:05,139 --> 01:29:06,273 Listen... 819 01:29:10,978 --> 01:29:13,814 I know I haven't always been cool with you. 820 01:29:17,985 --> 01:29:19,486 I need money. 821 01:29:21,155 --> 01:29:25,158 I'll pay you back. l don't know when, but I swear I will. 822 01:29:25,326 --> 01:29:26,827 You're asking me? 823 01:29:26,994 --> 01:29:30,497 The old man brags that his little pet makes more than he does. 824 01:29:30,665 --> 01:29:32,332 If he's got a pet, it sure isn't me. 825 01:29:32,500 --> 01:29:34,668 Don't be a prick, I'm in a jam. 826 01:29:34,836 --> 01:29:38,505 Even if I was a millionaire, I wouldn't lend you a dime. 827 01:29:46,514 --> 01:29:50,684 Antoine and Christian did. Even Fatty spotted me 20. 828 01:29:52,520 --> 01:29:53,854 Come on! 829 01:29:54,689 --> 01:29:57,457 Do I have to give you a blow job? 830 01:30:08,870 --> 01:30:10,704 That's it, go kill yourself. 831 01:30:40,067 --> 01:30:41,568 Aren't you in bed yet? 832 01:30:44,772 --> 01:30:45,739 Here. 833 01:30:45,907 --> 01:30:48,241 Someone left this for you tonight. 834 01:30:52,413 --> 01:30:53,747 G'night. 835 01:31:10,498 --> 01:31:14,167 You want to get things hopping, give this tape to the DJ. 836 01:31:14,335 --> 01:31:17,637 - Do I have to wear this? - I want this off, too. 837 01:31:17,805 --> 01:31:21,141 Bunch of nitwits. A tux without a bow tie isn't a tux. 838 01:31:21,309 --> 01:31:23,810 We're all dressed the same. That's the beauty of it. Huh? 839 01:31:23,978 --> 01:31:25,479 Very nice. 840 01:31:26,614 --> 01:31:28,148 Where have you been? 841 01:31:29,917 --> 01:31:31,318 Fatty. 842 01:31:33,988 --> 01:31:36,323 - Goddammit, Raymond! - l'll pay you back. 843 01:31:40,995 --> 01:31:42,295 CongratuIations. 844 01:31:49,470 --> 01:31:51,004 Aren't you going to introduce us? 845 01:31:52,340 --> 01:31:53,840 My mother. 846 01:31:54,008 --> 01:31:55,342 My brothers. 847 01:31:55,510 --> 01:31:57,244 My father. Min. 848 01:31:57,411 --> 01:31:58,845 What's that? 849 01:31:59,013 --> 01:32:00,347 Min. 850 01:32:35,983 --> 01:32:37,817 He takes after his old man! 851 01:33:13,554 --> 01:33:15,989 Is that idiot gonna pIay my tape or what? 852 01:33:32,039 --> 01:33:33,039 Not dancing? 853 01:33:33,207 --> 01:33:35,375 I'm waiting for my song. 854 01:33:35,543 --> 01:33:37,544 By popular request... 855 01:33:43,651 --> 01:33:45,585 ShaIl we go smoke one outside? 856 01:33:45,753 --> 01:33:47,220 Good idea. 857 01:33:48,723 --> 01:33:52,225 You two go ahead. Michelle and l will have girl talk. 858 01:34:24,759 --> 01:34:26,760 What is it? 859 01:34:34,235 --> 01:34:35,735 Your girlfriend's nice. 860 01:34:39,573 --> 01:34:41,074 She's cute, too. 861 01:34:45,913 --> 01:34:47,681 You want a shotgun? 862 01:35:58,119 --> 01:35:59,319 A coke. 863 01:36:01,055 --> 01:36:02,288 Same. 864 01:36:07,061 --> 01:36:08,728 l'm very proud of you. 865 01:36:15,736 --> 01:36:16,603 What's so funny? 866 01:36:23,878 --> 01:36:25,278 Check those two out. 867 01:36:25,446 --> 01:36:28,715 Little Zac sure seems to like his cousin. 868 01:36:28,883 --> 01:36:31,117 Talk about keeping it in the family! 869 01:36:31,285 --> 01:36:33,453 He's not after his cousin, but her boyfriend. 870 01:36:33,621 --> 01:36:37,457 I saw them French-kissing in the parking lot earlier. 871 01:36:38,793 --> 01:36:40,160 So it's true. 872 01:36:40,327 --> 01:36:42,428 Junior's a fag. 873 01:36:42,596 --> 01:36:44,130 Looks like it. 874 01:36:52,640 --> 01:36:54,073 Ah, damn. 875 01:37:33,347 --> 01:37:34,848 Don't touch me! 876 01:37:37,985 --> 01:37:39,853 Are you okay? 877 01:37:48,529 --> 01:37:49,629 Keep dancing. 878 01:37:49,797 --> 01:37:52,198 Just a little misunderstanding. 879 01:37:52,366 --> 01:37:53,867 The wedding goes on. Keep dancing. 880 01:37:54,034 --> 01:37:55,368 No, everything's okay. 881 01:37:55,536 --> 01:37:57,036 Keep dancing! 882 01:38:02,877 --> 01:38:03,977 Christian! 883 01:38:07,448 --> 01:38:08,681 I'm sorry! 884 01:38:13,020 --> 01:38:14,354 What's going on?! 885 01:38:14,521 --> 01:38:15,855 Stop! 886 01:38:17,691 --> 01:38:19,525 Give us a minute? 887 01:38:25,032 --> 01:38:26,766 On your brother's wedding day! 888 01:38:28,369 --> 01:38:30,470 Raymond causes trouble and I get in shit? 889 01:38:30,638 --> 01:38:32,839 What happened was your fault. Your brother was defending you. 890 01:38:33,007 --> 01:38:35,541 You were being called a fag! 891 01:38:36,710 --> 01:38:39,712 They saw you in the parking lot with your cousin's boyfriend! 892 01:38:41,382 --> 01:38:42,849 What did they see? 893 01:38:45,719 --> 01:38:47,887 It's not what you think. 894 01:38:51,225 --> 01:38:52,725 We were smoking a joint. 895 01:38:52,893 --> 01:38:54,961 We just gave each other a shotgun. 896 01:38:57,731 --> 01:39:00,266 You're a born liar. 897 01:39:00,801 --> 01:39:02,502 Nothing happened! 898 01:39:02,670 --> 01:39:04,671 Be a man for once in your life 899 01:39:04,838 --> 01:39:06,940 and tell the truth! 900 01:39:08,175 --> 01:39:10,009 What do you want to hear?! 901 01:39:11,011 --> 01:39:12,512 That I'm gay?! 902 01:39:12,680 --> 01:39:13,846 A fag?! 903 01:39:14,014 --> 01:39:15,581 That I suck cock?! 904 01:39:18,185 --> 01:39:20,386 Yes, something happened, but not with him! 905 01:39:21,055 --> 01:39:22,455 You know with who. 906 01:39:25,893 --> 01:39:27,226 Nothing happened earlier. 907 01:39:27,394 --> 01:39:30,263 But l would've fucking loved it if something had! 908 01:39:31,865 --> 01:39:34,000 Fucking right! 909 01:39:40,374 --> 01:39:46,846 Go. 910 01:39:48,382 --> 01:39:49,716 Go away! 911 01:41:26,246 --> 01:41:28,047 Forgive me, Mom. 912 01:41:28,215 --> 01:41:30,216 I know you'lI be sad I'm gone. 913 01:41:30,384 --> 01:41:33,252 But I know you'll be glad to know where I am. 914 01:41:33,420 --> 01:41:35,221 Don't worry. 915 01:41:35,389 --> 01:41:37,557 Your God is watching over me. 916 01:41:37,724 --> 01:41:40,560 Raymond made me realize something the other day: 917 01:41:40,727 --> 01:41:42,862 I've never told you I love you. 918 01:41:55,008 --> 01:41:57,410 This side trip to the HoIy Land, before Europe, 919 01:41:57,578 --> 01:41:59,245 would make her ecstatic. 920 01:42:03,050 --> 01:42:05,852 Walking in Christ's footsteps certainly intrigued me... 921 01:42:08,188 --> 01:42:10,690 but l hadn't crossed the AtIantic 922 01:42:10,858 --> 01:42:12,859 out of Catholic faith. 923 01:45:12,506 --> 01:45:14,340 Zac, are you there? 924 01:45:18,679 --> 01:45:20,179 I love you, sweetheart! 925 01:49:54,554 --> 01:49:57,890 God works in mysterious ways, my mother always said. 926 01:50:47,007 --> 01:50:49,975 The good Lord brought you back. It's a sign. 927 01:50:53,480 --> 01:50:55,314 You'll heaI him. 928 01:51:19,839 --> 01:51:21,807 Thanks for coming, Christian. 929 01:51:33,486 --> 01:51:35,487 I'm so happy you're staying. 930 01:51:38,658 --> 01:51:40,492 I want to know everything. 931 01:51:43,496 --> 01:51:44,897 Dad coming down? 932 01:51:46,833 --> 01:51:48,333 He's in bed already. 933 01:51:49,502 --> 01:51:51,336 - Good night. - Good night. 934 01:52:02,282 --> 01:52:04,283 I found him lying there, 935 01:52:04,451 --> 01:52:06,452 with a syringe in his arm. 936 01:52:18,665 --> 01:52:22,034 I think it'Il be a while before l get that 20 back. 937 01:52:24,838 --> 01:52:25,838 What? 938 01:52:27,340 --> 01:52:29,675 You Iost that 20 long ago. 939 01:52:33,179 --> 01:52:35,514 If you ask me, it was no accident. 940 01:53:55,028 --> 01:53:57,529 He'lI pull through. He's tough. 941 01:54:03,970 --> 01:54:05,971 l know I'm not a perfect father. 942 01:54:07,807 --> 01:54:11,143 You certainly wouIdn't have the problems you do otherwise. 943 01:54:11,978 --> 01:54:13,645 Raymond, either. 944 01:54:15,315 --> 01:54:18,150 I'm trying to understand what's happening to us now... 945 01:54:18,318 --> 01:54:19,818 It's not easy. 946 01:54:25,158 --> 01:54:27,659 l know I'm partly to blame. 947 01:54:31,497 --> 01:54:32,831 I'd like to redeem myself, 948 01:54:32,999 --> 01:54:34,833 but l don't know how. 949 01:54:37,503 --> 01:54:39,838 I don't know what to tell you... 950 01:54:40,006 --> 01:54:43,141 to make you understand you're not what you think. 951 01:54:51,484 --> 01:54:54,820 You can't forsake life's greatest pleasure - 952 01:54:56,155 --> 01:54:57,656 having children. 953 01:55:00,159 --> 01:55:02,294 There's nothing more beautiful... 954 01:55:02,462 --> 01:55:03,795 more powerfuI. 955 01:55:04,764 --> 01:55:08,100 And that really hits home when you come close... 956 01:55:08,268 --> 01:55:09,768 to losing one. 957 01:55:12,105 --> 01:55:13,272 Because... 958 01:55:15,942 --> 01:55:17,776 there's no greater pain. 959 01:55:26,886 --> 01:55:30,389 The good Lord must surely be trying to tell me something. 960 01:55:38,298 --> 01:55:40,966 If you think it's a lost cause... 961 01:55:42,468 --> 01:55:44,536 that you can't change... 962 01:55:50,944 --> 01:55:53,278 I can't accept that. 963 01:55:55,281 --> 01:55:56,715 I can't. 964 01:57:34,080 --> 01:57:35,747 I'm sorry. 965 01:58:23,129 --> 01:58:24,463 Speaking. 966 01:58:28,468 --> 01:58:30,135 Oh, my God. 967 01:58:30,303 --> 01:58:31,636 Oh, no. 968 01:58:44,217 --> 01:58:47,486 Even in the face of death, we have faith that life goes on, 969 01:58:47,653 --> 01:58:48,987 for it comes from God. 970 01:58:49,155 --> 01:58:52,324 It is to him that we now turn in prayer. 971 01:58:55,595 --> 01:58:57,262 Our Father 972 01:58:57,430 --> 01:58:58,763 Who art in heaven 973 01:58:58,931 --> 01:59:00,265 Hallowed be thy name 974 01:59:00,433 --> 01:59:02,067 Thy kingdom come 975 01:59:02,235 --> 01:59:05,003 They will be done On earth as it is in heaven 976 01:59:05,171 --> 01:59:06,638 Give us this day 977 01:59:06,806 --> 01:59:08,173 Our daily bread 978 01:59:08,341 --> 01:59:09,674 And forgive us our trespasses 979 01:59:09,842 --> 01:59:11,877 As we forgive those who trespass against us 980 01:59:12,044 --> 01:59:15,347 And lead us not into temptation 981 01:59:15,515 --> 01:59:17,249 But deliver us from evil 982 01:59:47,613 --> 01:59:49,181 You spoke weIl. 983 01:59:50,183 --> 01:59:52,517 l was deepIy... touched. 984 02:00:27,553 --> 02:00:28,887 Ciao, bro. 985 02:00:34,627 --> 02:00:35,894 See ya, kid. 986 02:00:38,397 --> 02:00:39,397 Mr. Beaulieu... 987 02:00:39,565 --> 02:00:41,566 You'll come visit us, hmm? 988 02:01:08,494 --> 02:01:09,828 Bye, Dad. 989 02:01:09,996 --> 02:01:12,163 Take care of yourself. Mom, too. 990 02:03:05,578 --> 02:03:09,247 I don't know if it was Raymond's passing, or if time heaIs all wounds, 991 02:03:09,415 --> 02:03:13,084 but my father had become my father once more. 992 02:03:13,252 --> 02:03:15,453 Although it took him 10 years 993 02:03:15,621 --> 02:03:17,422 to allow me into his home with a lover. 994 02:03:17,590 --> 02:03:21,426 And we've never mentioned our differences since. 995 02:03:21,961 --> 02:03:24,095 Nor Patsy Cline. 996 02:04:45,277 --> 02:04:47,846 Subtitling and translation: CNST, Montreal